
She slips the sandals off her feet
Her sundress is dirty
She has flowers in her hair
I’m watching as her feet touch the grass
The delight of this grounding is evident
I hear her humming
She starts to swirl and spin
Dancing towards the wildflower patch
Picking flowers and holding them in her hand
She is talking now, to herself
“Excuse me, Yaya, I have a surprise”
She tells stories of adventures and ideas
She is building a fantasy
The way children should be free to do
“Guess what I did Yaya, I climbed that tree
You know the one I was afraid of before”
She then spins a tale of bravery
Of rescuing a baby fox
How she and her brothers
Have built a fort
She can’t wait till her Yaya comes and sees
“Where have you been Yaya” she says
Then she sits down on the ground
Somehow her thoughts have gotten heavy
She wonders in silence
She lays down and watches the clouds go by
Her hands weave the ivy around the stems
She asks the wind where has her Yaya gone
“Did I do something wrong
Mommy seems sad, Its different now
Why didn’t we come see you for Christmas
No one will tell me why
Why didn’t you come to my brothers birthday party
Are you mad at us Yaya
I don’t know how to feel about you now Yaya
I can’t remember what you look like
Please come back and make everything better”
Then her tears come and I watch her shake
She collects herself and her flowers
Starts back home
Puts on her sandals
No more humming
I watch this sad little one
Carry the weight of the world upon her shoulders
She’s too young to carry such a load
Things have changed
The world isn’t safe and she knows it
She fades out of my sight
I long to run to her
I long to wrap my arms around her
Around them all
But I can only imagine them
From where I stand
Never has a time like this existed in history
Where the tribe is broken so easily
But I do believe in miracles
For all those who are crushed
Under the weight of brokenness
Try harder, change for the better
Keep your arms open wide
Maybe someday soon
There will be a flower crown
Placed upon your head
By little hands
Made with love and hope
‘Be the change you want to see’
And the universe will back you up
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Little hands, I’m looking for you too!! I love you all with all my heart!

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Beautifully written, yet so tragic. This made me weep.